Woke up at 6am
Smsed Ke Ai around 7am
went to school to attend 2 labs
from 8am - 10am
then went to simpang eat prata with jeremy, naku, isaac and hoe kin.
lols whole journey keep bullying isaac and hoe kin
hahas...
hoe kin is so gong, always dont think before he talk
so, always give people opportunity to shoot him lols
naku shoot him about all the racist things
lols super funny...
after that, played lan awhile...
so boring sia...no left 4 dead...damn sad sia
then walked to tanah merah to take bus 12 to downtown east E-Hub
to catch a movie
but the most important thing we went there was because of isaac lols
he wanted to meet a girl he likes who's working there...aww..
lols in the end tio shoot by me and naku LOLS
probably he felt sian and had low-self esteem oops lols
we're so bad, but it was super fun hahas
went to the girl's working place but she wasnt working that day
aww so sad...he was so depressed
lols
rub salt on open wounds =x
wakakaka
then went to coffee bean to slack
talk about alot of stuffs
that hoe kin and jeremy down there playing handphone games wth sia
got so fun meh...=.="
isaac was smsing the girl he likes trying to start a conversation lols
ask all the lame questions =.="
me and naku talk about girls and club lols
cool man...looking forward to go clubbing with him
:D
kekeke
see how happening it will be although the last time i went
it was a freaking letdown
told naku about my ke ai
lols... keep changing topics
so many things to talk about
lols...
after that, sian of coffee bean le then we
went to the arcade to check out the new MT3 DX
lols so different lols
but didnt play
after that they went smoke
then accompany them then watch movie IP man
wah lau always watching the movie i watch before
i so good, watch le still accompany my friends to watch...haix...
me and naku watch le, so we sit beside them and spoil their show LOLS
inside we talk talk talk lols until they buay tahan hahas
naku fights alot, so always have bruise on his hands
then the show also have lols then the IP man's wife help him apply medication
then naku say, "wah...how come no one do that for me..." lols
ke na sai so funny sia...
down there wanna laugh also cannot laugh...
after movie walked to white sands...then they go eat dinner at mac, i go clark quake
to meet my friends at The Central.
kns, ask me go there eat in the end
both of them, joyce and wei ting, eat liao
at TCC...
sian...go there, i only have a glass of ice water lols
too poor to afford =x
talk talk talk lor, catch up about our lives
woah, that's when i realised joyce understood me siol
damn surprising lols 2nd person sia...
after talking took mrt home...
haix...my past came back to haunt me...
went home that's where i quarrelled with my dad...
i was already feeling down liao
so i didnt felt like talking
kenasai, force me to talk...
didnt wanna make him angry...
but at that time...cant control myself...
so damn sad sia...zzz
if only i could make the wrongs, right...
after that, went to bathe and log on msn for awhile
no one online...then i went to bed super early...
dont wanna think about anything
but woke up in the middle of the night...
couldnt sleep after that...
so went up to my rooftop
lie down there
watch the skies
so long havent do this le
until the next morning...

Travis, Eighteen
Something has been taken from deep inside of me.
A secret kept locked away no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played.
Sometimes i remember the darkness of my past.
Brining back these memories i wish i didn't have.
Sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back.
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.
All of the helplessness inside.
Pretending i don't feel misplaced.
Replacing this pain with something numb.
Facing all this pain here all alone.
If i could change, i would.
Take back the pain, i would.
Retrace every wrong move that i made, i would.
If i could stand up and take the blame, i would.
If i could take all the shame to the grave, i would.


The feeling of helplessness from my pasts.
And the things i've gone through once.
Are the things i'll never want my close ones to go through.
That's why i'm always trying to help my friends.
Mostly through their times of needs.
My actions do not have to be remembered by them.
Cause i'll be happy to see them able to move on.
It's natural for one to leave for the better.
Im just a friend's support.
That's all i want to be.
Noble or whatever nice words one can think of.
I dont wish to be classified as one.
Cause i dont wish to be remembered.
Picking them up from their darkest moments.
It's okay even if my intentions are stained.
Or if it's unappreciated.
What matters most is for each and every one of them to be happy.
When they no longer need me.
That's when i'll be gone.
After they leave.


★Sofu - Darling | My Darling.
★Cheryl Wong - Gan Ke Ai | The One I Care For Most
★Gzerrel Lee - My Best Friend(Gay Buddy) | Understands Me The Most. Knows Me From Inside Out.
★Stella Lew - Close Friend | Cares For Me Alot.
★Kitty - Gan Precious | Cares For Me Alot.
★Chanelle - Bah Kua | My Entertaining Bak Kwa Friend.
★Xu Qing - Friend | Cares For Me Alot. Always Calls Me BoyBoy...
★Jason Lim - Close Friend | Shares Experience With Me.
★Joyce Lim - Quite Close Friend | Shares The Same Past And Mindset.
★Sherylene Suen - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Kifer Lau - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Rusky Wong - My Good Doggie Boi | Rest In Peace.


Ah Boon
Donavan
Nakulesh
Shaun Chan
Jeremiah Neo
Cherine Fong
Amanda Tan
Isaac Sim
Jeremy Liu
Eugene Foo
Louis Tan
Daniel Tan
Qing Gui
Por Weiting
Kia Heng
Brian
Chris Ng




XiaoDai(Ke Ai)
Kitty(Precious)
ChoyYih(Nu Er)
Liping(Nu Er)
Chanelle(Bak Kwa)
Amanda(XinGan)
Isaac(Smurf)
Jacq
Alexis
Veron
Kimmi
Sam
CookieMonster


June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009


Isabel
Amanda
Cheryl
★Sofu


This Fucking Thing Is All Personality!
I Think Rock And Roll Is Really Funny When It's Serious.
Dont Hate Me Cause I Pretend To Be Happy.
Dont Hate Me Cause Im Miserable.
Dont Hate Me If I Make You Smile,
Or If I Go The Extra Mile To Make You Feel Better On A Really Shitty Day.
And If You're Hearing What Im Saying,
Then I Want You To Say, "Im Gay!" Say, "Im Gay!"
Put Your Left Hand Over Your Heart And Repeat After Me.
It's Perfectly Fine To Be A Happy Individual.
Isnt That Nice? Very Nice.
That's Right Ladies And Gentleman!
Pick Up The Phone. Cause Travis Is On The Line.
And You Dont Have To Be Sad Anymore.
We Can All Join Hands And Do Ring Around.
In Fact, Can We Get Some LA LAs Up In Here?!
Yo!, Where My LA LAs At??! La La-La La, La-La La-La La La La La





Acoustic Guitar
Variax Microphone
New Dog
Lip Piercing
Car License
A Car
My Own Band
New Watch
New Shoes
New Shorts
New Hoodies
New Sunglasses
New Specs
New Hairstyle
New Bag
Highlight Hair
Contact Lens
Sony Bravia Tv
5.1 Stereo/Home-Theatre System
Renovated Room
Self-Composed Songs
Holiday With My Friends
Learn Snowboarding Tricks
Learn Surfing
Cheryl...(I'll Never Be Able To Have You.)


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