Mom & Dad bought a new puppy
her name's cookie and she's a few months old
she's a cairn terrier but i thought she was a norfolk terrier...zzz
lols...seriously she looks more like a norfolk terrier =x
went down to vivocity to meet ke ai
due to some unknown reason
i was amazed too
ke ai wanted to eat LJS so we went.
after that went to 7 eleven to buy cig and lighter
went up to the open plaza but couldnt smoke there
so went outside the building
and i accompanied ke ai while she smoke
1st stick then lighter spoilt
so walked another round to one provision shop to buy
this time...i learned to test first
while walking we talked...
then ke ai smoked another stick again.
then trained down to hougang to find her friend
slacked at the void deck then they smoked
then someway...somehow...
ke ai psycho me to smoke...
i took 2 sticks...
then her lame friend down there entertaining
so i just stare at blank space
lols...but i did listen at the same time
naku and jeff came down after that
then that lame dude went home
i sent ke ai back home then find naku and jeff
ate zi char for dinner
service was so freaking slow.
then slacked awhile...
went to mac and ate ice cream
then i went home.
in the bus along marine parade
got 3 indians had problem with the china bus driver
then dunno what happened, lazy to elaborate...
the driver went on strike, dont wanna drive
driver was rude. one sec sch dude got involved
then bus inspector came and made everyone stay in the bus
until police came.
then escort me out of the bus into another bus :D
wahahaha
then i went home.
the rest of them...err...too bad
naku's theory...
1. if a girl wants to feel secure, she'll go for ah bengs
2. if a girl wants everything, she'll go for rich guys
3. if a girl wants to showoff, she'll go for handsome guys
4. if a girl wants the feeling, she'll go for the heart

is this true?
no idea...

Met up with gzerrel at for both days and jason on saturday.
went out. slack. chill. play. shop.
nothing much.
girls makeup is getting thicker by day.
lazy to elaorate...

Libra

The Bottom Line

Reach out to a sad or depressed friend today -- put a smile back on their face.

In Detail

Reach out to a sad or depressed friend today -- they need some help getting a smile back on their face, and you make it easy. Spend some time with them out exploring the world. Show them some of the new places and activities that excite you. They may not feel like coming out right away, but if you turn on the charm and convince them of all the fun the two of you will have, they'll change their mind. You know how to show someone a good time better than most.

have i lost what i once could do? am i trying too hard or am i not trying hard enough? how come this time it seems so much more difficult to do? in times like this...i hate myself...

evening, gzerrel booked out
called me to meet him in town lols
cause he wanted to buy some stuffs
ok lor, took bus down to city hall
gzerrel bought a card.
simple but yet nice
lols
i choose one :D
after that saw a cool ice cream shop
woo
so we planned to try and see how's the ice cream
not bad siol
next time can bring people go eat =x
ahahahaha
walked around in suntec and then ate subway
after that...talk talk talk
and bused home
talk about life and family
how we missed the good old days
haix......

Went down to sengkang to meet ke ai.
she's feeling down again...
after helping her buy her cigs
ran into a bunch of secondary school kids
seeing me holding to a pack of cigs
so they asked if i could help them buy
see them so ke lian waiting for some kind soul
to help them buy. so i helped them
thank god they didnt asked me if i enough age
confirm i'll just point them my middle finger
and ask them to fuck off.
bought ke ai her plain mac-chicken meal
with cheese and coke-light.
then went to her house void deck and slack
naku came down then we talked
wah...talk for quite long siol...
4-5 hours i suppose? lols
ke ai's step ah beng bikers say i look like pai kia!
ka ni na...wth sia...=.="
spoil my reputation lols ahahahaha =x
slack there sibei jiaobin la
talk so many crap
then prank called furball a few other suay kias
just to disturb them.
then ke ai went home.
me and naku go find ah boon
lols funny guy. first time meeting him.
slack at void deck awhile till 7pm
cause he's car is red-plate lols
drove nearby to eat zi char
super funny la this guy
talk alot of stuffs
then drove to ang mo kio mac and slack
after that ah boon drive until dunno where
so i had to find a way back
went back hougang to buy ke ai her top-up card lols
after that ah boon sent me home
scary being in his car
especially when the driver is not sure of the direction!
ah boon said ke ai look like ah lian lols
aiyo...=(

bused down to hougang to study with naku and jeff...
rained heavily when i was there
met naku and then we saw a gang gathering
seems like there's gonna be a gang fight...
why? because of 2 or 3 girls...dots
so...the problem is the girls...
instead of the girls solving the problem within themselves
the ones "solving" it are the guys who are not involved
which then called people to come down
dots...
walked to hougang point and ate kfc
then slacked for an hour or two.
then change slacking venue to another void deck
it's really weird that every indian dude which walked pass us
would always look at my friend
wth? gay or what?
he's indian too man, he's one of youuuuu =x
ahahaha
no offence blackie, if you happen to read this
oops =x
was i racist or what?
no man!
i was just being colour-ist =x
is there such a word...hmm
yup! in travis's world, so get use to it
unless you're from the opposite village
wanna give it a shot and guess what's the name for it?
well since you're already guessing means you're from that village
so i might as well just give you the answer
cause you'll never guess it right =x
it's called hmm, let's see...
DUMBASS VILLAGE
ahaha dumbass! =x
oh yar, where was i...
ahhh, then jeff came down while me and naku
were talking about gangs, family and some other stuffs lols
then went to eat dinner at jalan kayu not kaya k?
lols ate 2 pieces of chewy cheese prata
obviously it aint good, makes your jaws sore and tired!!
stupid ah neh =x
ahaha
it's not a bad word, it means big brother in indian xD
whole day, i was disturbing people with the malay's favourite quote
when you ask them an obvious question
they'll reply "uh uh sia..."
ahahaha so damn funny...
after eating bused back to hougang avenue 2 or something
slacked AGAIN at the void deck lols
i spoiled a TOKAI LIGHTER!!! ahahaha
=x supposingly good, but i guess not...
11pm went opposite's mac and study
study, drink and chat lols
so stupid and funny
prank called some friends at around 2+ or 3+ am
lols one was us pretending to be ah guas looking for dudes to give "services"
ooops =x my friend was so scared he wanted to refer "us" to the police lols
twit!!! xD
at mac making a hell lot of noise
shooting each other
this part is rated M18 =x
then naku "cum-ed" wth? at mac sia...
and he was stirring it lols
actually it was his cappuccino lols
but we made it sounds so gross and dirty lols
he said he was churning it into foam LOLS!!
ahaha asshole =x
after that we ate cup noodles at 4am+ from 7 eleven
lols how stupid
sort of msg stella till quite late
haix always sleep so late...
then walked to the bus stop at almost 6am
and bused home
first bus and yet so pack
sians...1hour+ bus ride home
went home bathed, used com awhile,
msged ke ai and stella then went to sleep :D

Early morning went to "church" with gzerrel and daniel
he want me to accompany him lols
not that im christian...im just a free thinker nia
now i know church in what way was boring
from 9am - 11am damn...
so tiring
after that
ate at white sand's swensens for lunch
then trained down to city hall
gzerrel bought some guitar stickers
and an amp for his guitar.
lols
went simpang to slack and ate
zi cha for dinner lols
only 3 of us...
everyone looking at us like as if we cant afford...
bloody hell...
then went to gzerrel house to slack
played some songs and watched south park lols
*yawns*
days are so boring...

Today last day of school
before our study week starts
school started at 8am
so boring...
tried to complete stupid mini project
but in the end couldnt work
so heck care just passed up...
ke ai wanted to meet me...
thought what siol...
after school at 10am, went eat with friends
then go home...
used com awhile then wanted to sleep LOL
then ke ai asked me meet her at hougang mall
wahhh...no direct bus...
on the way down ke ai got to go vivocity
so i got off the bus and changed to another bus
heng ar...if pass that bus stop...i think i would have taken a longer time to reach.
walk around at vivo then friend called...
sian...serious business again
met ke ai then she passed me a present wor
lols
=( me no present to give...haix...feel so bad
why the sudden surprise? lols
talk awhile then she go dunno where...
so me nothing to do, go watch movie alone LOLS
so long didnt go out alone le
felt like sleeping when i was inside sia...
seat so nice, so dark and cold
shiok only =x
lols
half-way just zhao home first
didnt expect ke ai like wanna meet me again when i was on the train le...
sorry...=(
sounds so troubled...
slept awhile
then took dinner and take a look at the present
and the letter also
lols...sorry ar ke ai =( me bo jio you go out...
so sweet =x
ended the letter with..."stupid travis" =.="
wth? lols
thx for the present and letter =)
appreciate it
first ever valentine's day present
AHAHAHA
dont spend too much money la ke ai.
save money... xD
chat with ke ai online at night
and smsed with stella too :D

Went to school at 11am to study for psycho test
but ended up talking and eating lols
so didnt study at all...
test started at 1pm
duration was an hour only
quite a number of question recognise me but i dont recognise them
went out with daniel and gzerrel at 3pm
met gzerrel at far eat plaza
walked around for awhile
then walked to cine to watch movie
underworld: rise of the lycans
not a bad show to watch, kindda cool
daniel's like only 17 years old but he passed through IC screening wow...
the show was like rated as M-18.
after that stayed in town till late
then took cab to simpang to meet jason
cause he wanted to talk about some issues
this was the day i saw and realise
how much damage love could do to a person
i know it too well...

Today only had 3 hours of school
the rest of the lessons, we skipped it lols...
morning went to kopitiam and eat breakfast
disturbed naku over the phone cause he was hoping to pon school today
lols...
had an hour of revision class
naku came down to school
then had 3 hours break, how cool is that? =x
took lwin's car to TM.
for the first time naku gave up his front passenger seat to our friendly smurf friend isaac
lols
while me, naku, jeff and jeremy squeeze at the back.
as what naku always is, not a nice guy
hahas
he disturbed isaac lols
"massage" him, pull his hair, adjust his seat. kajiao his seat belt, etc etc etc
lols
isaac super pek cek, but cant do shit about it.
im only a bystander =p
neutral party LOLS
they wind down the windows except mine, cause i dont smoke :D
ever thought of trying but... many people would kill me if i did lols
everyone became hyper
isaac was so pek cek he got to create a commotion lols
so...here's the funny & embarressing part...
HE PUT HIS HANDS OUT OF THE WINDOW, WAVING AT PASSERBYS
AND SHOUTED "HELP, HELP, HELLPPP !!" WTF
lols
should have taken a video of it LOLS
freaking throw face sia...lols
got one ah pek even stood and look at us for a period of time
while that bloody smurf continued to wave and shout "help!"
at him lols, he actually thought we kidnapped him WTH?
thank god he didnt called the police lols
seriously i wouldnt know where to hide my face if that happens.
he actually did that to most passerbys he saw
including those waiting at the bus stops...
lmao...
crashed the arcade for awhile, played MT3DX lols
some car racing game =p
and it started raining.
went back school for psychology classes.
then got home around 5pm.
slept for awhile
online and talked to ke ai and some friends
took dinner and went back to chatting.
here's where i realised i've lost a close friend...
actually...i already felt that quite a while ago, it's like we aint as close anymore
it seems like i aint one whom she'll turn to when something crops up.
dont wanna force for answers also.
pointless...
reading the conversation history and compare with what we have now
totally different...
it's become more like an question and answer session.
most relationships takes two hands to clap
is time doing what it has always been doing
taking back everything i thought i had
messaging stella xD
is caring for a person good or bad...?
to what extend or how much is considered bad?
haix...
is there an answer for that?

26th - wake up early...
set up all stuffs all the way till evening
relatives came over and so collect ang baos
lols
chilled out and mingle around with all the relatives
talk craps and make little kids lost with our bombastic words =x
ahahahaha
27th - 2nd day of CNY. awaited for our buffet to arrive
relatives came, mom's friends as well.
my new cousins came over too.
mingle around talking about school & life. lols
so many people came over...
kids seems so attracted to me...haix
why?
something's wrong somewhere
ordered KFC cause we were afraid not enough food lols
bombard my aunt whom we meet only once a year
ahahaha oops =x
why does everyone asks me to join some entertaining or drama thingy...
yea, it's super interesting but...im not too sure about it lols.
jason, joyce and goel came over
talked alot of crap
goel stayed for dinner lols
crapped whole night =x
counted ang baos
woo i got around 16 ang baos if im not wrong lols
but the cash was...sweeeeeeeet =p
ahahaha
xD
would be much better if it wasnt for this year's economy crisis !

Early morning
went to mom's grandparents place to have lunch
and for visiting
despite their age, they're still entertaining
mingle around...
collect ang baos
then went home cause relatives coming over
had reunion dinner at home.

Travis, Eighteen
Something has been taken from deep inside of me.
A secret kept locked away no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played.
Sometimes i remember the darkness of my past.
Brining back these memories i wish i didn't have.
Sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back.
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.
All of the helplessness inside.
Pretending i don't feel misplaced.
Replacing this pain with something numb.
Facing all this pain here all alone.
If i could change, i would.
Take back the pain, i would.
Retrace every wrong move that i made, i would.
If i could stand up and take the blame, i would.
If i could take all the shame to the grave, i would.


The feeling of helplessness from my pasts.
And the things i've gone through once.
Are the things i'll never want my close ones to go through.
That's why i'm always trying to help my friends.
Mostly through their times of needs.
My actions do not have to be remembered by them.
Cause i'll be happy to see them able to move on.
It's natural for one to leave for the better.
Im just a friend's support.
That's all i want to be.
Noble or whatever nice words one can think of.
I dont wish to be classified as one.
Cause i dont wish to be remembered.
Picking them up from their darkest moments.
It's okay even if my intentions are stained.
Or if it's unappreciated.
What matters most is for each and every one of them to be happy.
When they no longer need me.
That's when i'll be gone.
After they leave.


★Sofu - Darling | My Darling.
★Cheryl Wong - Gan Ke Ai | The One I Care For Most
★Gzerrel Lee - My Best Friend(Gay Buddy) | Understands Me The Most. Knows Me From Inside Out.
★Stella Lew - Close Friend | Cares For Me Alot.
★Kitty - Gan Precious | Cares For Me Alot.
★Chanelle - Bah Kua | My Entertaining Bak Kwa Friend.
★Xu Qing - Friend | Cares For Me Alot. Always Calls Me BoyBoy...
★Jason Lim - Close Friend | Shares Experience With Me.
★Joyce Lim - Quite Close Friend | Shares The Same Past And Mindset.
★Sherylene Suen - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Kifer Lau - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Rusky Wong - My Good Doggie Boi | Rest In Peace.


Ah Boon
Donavan
Nakulesh
Shaun Chan
Jeremiah Neo
Cherine Fong
Amanda Tan
Isaac Sim
Jeremy Liu
Eugene Foo
Louis Tan
Daniel Tan
Qing Gui
Por Weiting
Kia Heng
Brian
Chris Ng




XiaoDai(Ke Ai)
Kitty(Precious)
ChoyYih(Nu Er)
Liping(Nu Er)
Chanelle(Bak Kwa)
Amanda(XinGan)
Isaac(Smurf)
Jacq
Alexis
Veron
Kimmi
Sam
CookieMonster


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Isabel
Amanda
Cheryl
★Sofu


This Fucking Thing Is All Personality!
I Think Rock And Roll Is Really Funny When It's Serious.
Dont Hate Me Cause I Pretend To Be Happy.
Dont Hate Me Cause Im Miserable.
Dont Hate Me If I Make You Smile,
Or If I Go The Extra Mile To Make You Feel Better On A Really Shitty Day.
And If You're Hearing What Im Saying,
Then I Want You To Say, "Im Gay!" Say, "Im Gay!"
Put Your Left Hand Over Your Heart And Repeat After Me.
It's Perfectly Fine To Be A Happy Individual.
Isnt That Nice? Very Nice.
That's Right Ladies And Gentleman!
Pick Up The Phone. Cause Travis Is On The Line.
And You Dont Have To Be Sad Anymore.
We Can All Join Hands And Do Ring Around.
In Fact, Can We Get Some LA LAs Up In Here?!
Yo!, Where My LA LAs At??! La La-La La, La-La La-La La La La La





Acoustic Guitar
Variax Microphone
New Dog
Lip Piercing
Car License
A Car
My Own Band
New Watch
New Shoes
New Shorts
New Hoodies
New Sunglasses
New Specs
New Hairstyle
New Bag
Highlight Hair
Contact Lens
Sony Bravia Tv
5.1 Stereo/Home-Theatre System
Renovated Room
Self-Composed Songs
Holiday With My Friends
Learn Snowboarding Tricks
Learn Surfing
Cheryl...(I'll Never Be Able To Have You.)


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