today school started at 9am
sianz...
skipped lecture at 9am to 10am lols
smsed ke ai in class lols...
oops
then school ended at 1pm =)
wee...
went to east point with naku and jeremy
to have our lunch and intro them to daniel and my gay buddy goel
lols hahas
so damn funny...
goel ask me to meet them at burger king
in the end they end up at pet safari wth siol lols
ate at burger king so darn funny
really talk cock siol
me and goel asked my poly friends why they smoke
lols they replied "that's a hard question to answer"
then we ask, "why is that a hard question to answer"
them - "that's a very different question"
us - "in what way is it difficult"
them - "some things are done with a reason"
us - "wrong, some things do not have a reason, like love"
us - "so why you smoke?"
lols super funny
ask until they really cannot answer
them - "because of the people we hang out with"
us - "but you hang out with travis, he's not a smoker , so why you smoke?"
them - "because it's a social activity, being a smoker, you can hang out with both smokers and non-smokers"
us - "wrong, cause everytime you go smoke, you'll pang seh the non-smokers, so isnt that not really a social activity? furthermore, you dont need to smoke to be able to socialise"
LOL
after the smoking "survey" continued eating until jason called
ask us to help him buy cig cause he hospitalised dont have cig with him
then i got goel to answer my phone to talk to him
damn funny...goel talked in a freaking stupid funny voice
bloody hell, jason keep asking us faster and also to buy his cigs lols
them goel told him he'll buy for them the $2.50 roll yourself cig LOLS
damn funny the way he talked super retarded
in the end, we really bought it lols
then hid the real cigs and visited him at changi general hospital(CGH)
went down with him so he could smoke, forced him to roll his own cig
which he does not know how
super uber comical hahas
goel was like "scolding" him lols damn funny
then jason is like super stressed cause he really wanna smoke but he got to roll first and he cant do it hahas...
talked about some stuffs then went home...
talked to my ke ai online...
then did something very nice...
handmade...
wanted to pass it to my ke ai but she could not come out to meet
haix...super depressing...
all the efforts like went down the drain
the feeling was shit man...
today was super depressing...
after what ke ai said also...
parents bbq, so ate that for dinner...
slept in the morning at around 7am bah
cause my friend ask me go lan...
played a new game called left 4 dead
lols quite fun siol =p
today, i've missed the chance of a lifetime
the smell of defeat filled the air
regrets and thoughts filled me
sian...

Travis, Eighteen
Something has been taken from deep inside of me.
A secret kept locked away no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played.
Sometimes i remember the darkness of my past.
Brining back these memories i wish i didn't have.
Sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back.
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.
All of the helplessness inside.
Pretending i don't feel misplaced.
Replacing this pain with something numb.
Facing all this pain here all alone.
If i could change, i would.
Take back the pain, i would.
Retrace every wrong move that i made, i would.
If i could stand up and take the blame, i would.
If i could take all the shame to the grave, i would.


The feeling of helplessness from my pasts.
And the things i've gone through once.
Are the things i'll never want my close ones to go through.
That's why i'm always trying to help my friends.
Mostly through their times of needs.
My actions do not have to be remembered by them.
Cause i'll be happy to see them able to move on.
It's natural for one to leave for the better.
Im just a friend's support.
That's all i want to be.
Noble or whatever nice words one can think of.
I dont wish to be classified as one.
Cause i dont wish to be remembered.
Picking them up from their darkest moments.
It's okay even if my intentions are stained.
Or if it's unappreciated.
What matters most is for each and every one of them to be happy.
When they no longer need me.
That's when i'll be gone.
After they leave.


★Sofu - Darling | My Darling.
★Cheryl Wong - Gan Ke Ai | The One I Care For Most
★Gzerrel Lee - My Best Friend(Gay Buddy) | Understands Me The Most. Knows Me From Inside Out.
★Stella Lew - Close Friend | Cares For Me Alot.
★Kitty - Gan Precious | Cares For Me Alot.
★Chanelle - Bah Kua | My Entertaining Bak Kwa Friend.
★Xu Qing - Friend | Cares For Me Alot. Always Calls Me BoyBoy...
★Jason Lim - Close Friend | Shares Experience With Me.
★Joyce Lim - Quite Close Friend | Shares The Same Past And Mindset.
★Sherylene Suen - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Kifer Lau - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Rusky Wong - My Good Doggie Boi | Rest In Peace.


Ah Boon
Donavan
Nakulesh
Shaun Chan
Jeremiah Neo
Cherine Fong
Amanda Tan
Isaac Sim
Jeremy Liu
Eugene Foo
Louis Tan
Daniel Tan
Qing Gui
Por Weiting
Kia Heng
Brian
Chris Ng




XiaoDai(Ke Ai)
Kitty(Precious)
ChoyYih(Nu Er)
Liping(Nu Er)
Chanelle(Bak Kwa)
Amanda(XinGan)
Isaac(Smurf)
Jacq
Alexis
Veron
Kimmi
Sam
CookieMonster


June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009


Isabel
Amanda
Cheryl
★Sofu


This Fucking Thing Is All Personality!
I Think Rock And Roll Is Really Funny When It's Serious.
Dont Hate Me Cause I Pretend To Be Happy.
Dont Hate Me Cause Im Miserable.
Dont Hate Me If I Make You Smile,
Or If I Go The Extra Mile To Make You Feel Better On A Really Shitty Day.
And If You're Hearing What Im Saying,
Then I Want You To Say, "Im Gay!" Say, "Im Gay!"
Put Your Left Hand Over Your Heart And Repeat After Me.
It's Perfectly Fine To Be A Happy Individual.
Isnt That Nice? Very Nice.
That's Right Ladies And Gentleman!
Pick Up The Phone. Cause Travis Is On The Line.
And You Dont Have To Be Sad Anymore.
We Can All Join Hands And Do Ring Around.
In Fact, Can We Get Some LA LAs Up In Here?!
Yo!, Where My LA LAs At??! La La-La La, La-La La-La La La La La





Acoustic Guitar
Variax Microphone
New Dog
Lip Piercing
Car License
A Car
My Own Band
New Watch
New Shoes
New Shorts
New Hoodies
New Sunglasses
New Specs
New Hairstyle
New Bag
Highlight Hair
Contact Lens
Sony Bravia Tv
5.1 Stereo/Home-Theatre System
Renovated Room
Self-Composed Songs
Holiday With My Friends
Learn Snowboarding Tricks
Learn Surfing
Cheryl...(I'll Never Be Able To Have You.)


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