Today only had 3 hours of school
the rest of the lessons, we skipped it lols...
morning went to kopitiam and eat breakfast
disturbed naku over the phone cause he was hoping to pon school today
lols...
had an hour of revision class
naku came down to school
then had 3 hours break, how cool is that? =x
took lwin's car to TM.
for the first time naku gave up his front passenger seat to our friendly smurf friend isaac
lols
while me, naku, jeff and jeremy squeeze at the back.
as what naku always is, not a nice guy
hahas
he disturbed isaac lols
"massage" him, pull his hair, adjust his seat. kajiao his seat belt, etc etc etc
lols
isaac super pek cek, but cant do shit about it.
im only a bystander =p
neutral party LOLS
they wind down the windows except mine, cause i dont smoke :D
ever thought of trying but... many people would kill me if i did lols
everyone became hyper
isaac was so pek cek he got to create a commotion lols
so...here's the funny & embarressing part...
HE PUT HIS HANDS OUT OF THE WINDOW, WAVING AT PASSERBYS
AND SHOUTED "HELP, HELP, HELLPPP !!" WTF
lols
should have taken a video of it LOLS
freaking throw face sia...lols
got one ah pek even stood and look at us for a period of time
while that bloody smurf continued to wave and shout "help!"
at him lols, he actually thought we kidnapped him WTH?
thank god he didnt called the police lols
seriously i wouldnt know where to hide my face if that happens.
he actually did that to most passerbys he saw
including those waiting at the bus stops...
lmao...
crashed the arcade for awhile, played MT3DX lols
some car racing game =p
and it started raining.
went back school for psychology classes.
then got home around 5pm.
slept for awhile
online and talked to ke ai and some friends
took dinner and went back to chatting.
here's where i realised i've lost a close friend...
actually...i already felt that quite a while ago, it's like we aint as close anymore
it seems like i aint one whom she'll turn to when something crops up.
dont wanna force for answers also.
pointless...
reading the conversation history and compare with what we have now
totally different...
it's become more like an question and answer session.
most relationships takes two hands to clap
is time doing what it has always been doing
taking back everything i thought i had
messaging stella xD
is caring for a person good or bad...?
to what extend or how much is considered bad?
haix...
is there an answer for that?

Travis, Eighteen
Something has been taken from deep inside of me.
A secret kept locked away no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played.
Sometimes i remember the darkness of my past.
Brining back these memories i wish i didn't have.
Sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back.
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.
All of the helplessness inside.
Pretending i don't feel misplaced.
Replacing this pain with something numb.
Facing all this pain here all alone.
If i could change, i would.
Take back the pain, i would.
Retrace every wrong move that i made, i would.
If i could stand up and take the blame, i would.
If i could take all the shame to the grave, i would.


The feeling of helplessness from my pasts.
And the things i've gone through once.
Are the things i'll never want my close ones to go through.
That's why i'm always trying to help my friends.
Mostly through their times of needs.
My actions do not have to be remembered by them.
Cause i'll be happy to see them able to move on.
It's natural for one to leave for the better.
Im just a friend's support.
That's all i want to be.
Noble or whatever nice words one can think of.
I dont wish to be classified as one.
Cause i dont wish to be remembered.
Picking them up from their darkest moments.
It's okay even if my intentions are stained.
Or if it's unappreciated.
What matters most is for each and every one of them to be happy.
When they no longer need me.
That's when i'll be gone.
After they leave.


★Sofu - Darling | My Darling.
★Cheryl Wong - Gan Ke Ai | The One I Care For Most
★Gzerrel Lee - My Best Friend(Gay Buddy) | Understands Me The Most. Knows Me From Inside Out.
★Stella Lew - Close Friend | Cares For Me Alot.
★Kitty - Gan Precious | Cares For Me Alot.
★Chanelle - Bah Kua | My Entertaining Bak Kwa Friend.
★Xu Qing - Friend | Cares For Me Alot. Always Calls Me BoyBoy...
★Jason Lim - Close Friend | Shares Experience With Me.
★Joyce Lim - Quite Close Friend | Shares The Same Past And Mindset.
★Sherylene Suen - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Kifer Lau - Gan Nu Er | Shares Stories.
★Rusky Wong - My Good Doggie Boi | Rest In Peace.


Ah Boon
Donavan
Nakulesh
Shaun Chan
Jeremiah Neo
Cherine Fong
Amanda Tan
Isaac Sim
Jeremy Liu
Eugene Foo
Louis Tan
Daniel Tan
Qing Gui
Por Weiting
Kia Heng
Brian
Chris Ng




XiaoDai(Ke Ai)
Kitty(Precious)
ChoyYih(Nu Er)
Liping(Nu Er)
Chanelle(Bak Kwa)
Amanda(XinGan)
Isaac(Smurf)
Jacq
Alexis
Veron
Kimmi
Sam
CookieMonster


June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009


Isabel
Amanda
Cheryl
★Sofu


This Fucking Thing Is All Personality!
I Think Rock And Roll Is Really Funny When It's Serious.
Dont Hate Me Cause I Pretend To Be Happy.
Dont Hate Me Cause Im Miserable.
Dont Hate Me If I Make You Smile,
Or If I Go The Extra Mile To Make You Feel Better On A Really Shitty Day.
And If You're Hearing What Im Saying,
Then I Want You To Say, "Im Gay!" Say, "Im Gay!"
Put Your Left Hand Over Your Heart And Repeat After Me.
It's Perfectly Fine To Be A Happy Individual.
Isnt That Nice? Very Nice.
That's Right Ladies And Gentleman!
Pick Up The Phone. Cause Travis Is On The Line.
And You Dont Have To Be Sad Anymore.
We Can All Join Hands And Do Ring Around.
In Fact, Can We Get Some LA LAs Up In Here?!
Yo!, Where My LA LAs At??! La La-La La, La-La La-La La La La La





Acoustic Guitar
Variax Microphone
New Dog
Lip Piercing
Car License
A Car
My Own Band
New Watch
New Shoes
New Shorts
New Hoodies
New Sunglasses
New Specs
New Hairstyle
New Bag
Highlight Hair
Contact Lens
Sony Bravia Tv
5.1 Stereo/Home-Theatre System
Renovated Room
Self-Composed Songs
Holiday With My Friends
Learn Snowboarding Tricks
Learn Surfing
Cheryl...(I'll Never Be Able To Have You.)


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